It seems like a strange time for me to be giving thanks, with the woman I loved leaving me to get married to someone else, but I do have things to be thankful for. If everything goes well, I may have land two amazing jobs that I have the option to choose from. Also, the more time that I spend away from her, the more I realize that she would never be able to fi the Void in my life anyways.
But I did love her, of that I am sure off. I took my battered and broken heart and offered what was left to her. I am happy to know that I still have the capacity to love despite everything that I have been through. I even know that one day, I may even love again and that , in of itself, is a miracle of sorts.
Until then, I am thankful for what I have: freedom, intelligence, a new job, affordable living, and people who actually do care about me. Last night and today, I saw my new friends were not there because of who I was dating, but rather that they enjoy having me around, with or without Sae, and that made me happy.
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