Seeds of Doubt

Sometimes, it is the things that people do when they are not aware that cause the most damage. And as she sits, blind and oblivious, I am forced to just smile and shrug and pretend that I am not being crushed by the pressure of turbulent thoughts.

Some things cannot and should not be swept under the rug and sooner or later a decision will have to be made. The last few days have served to open my eyes to the condition of this situation, but there is not much that I can do now, but wait and see.

If action follows and proves that the words spoken were not empty promises, then there still may be a future for us. But something has to change. Life is too short to be willingly miserable and I should know better than to repeat the mistakes of the past.

I have experienced this enough times to recognize the warning signs, but I choose to enjoy what time I have been given and learn from it, instead of only fretting for the future. If this is meant to be then it will work out, if it isn't, then no amount if worrying on my part can save it.