It is amazing what a little sleep can do you your mind. The thing is, I know that I had dreams but I can only remember glimpses.
The sadness that I was feeling before has also evolved somewhat as well. It has turned into more of a melancholy, which in some ways is even more beautiful and serene than basic happiness.
My thoughts have shed some light on all of this and while this doesn't exactly improve the situation, I have been through this before and survived. I have the writing to prove it. That doesn't mean that,if it does happen,it won't be painful, but when it happened before, I didn't fall subject to the dram urges when I the thought the pain was to much to bear.
I think that this all shows that you can take a positive or negative approach to anything and that if I just keep my guard up when I are warning signs, I will be able to minimize the pain that I will have to go through.
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