I have been noticing that I have been using this as primarily an outlet for just negative thoughts and after several conversations that I have had I have determined that this has been severely limiting myself, I refuse to just spill out poison and keep all of my positive feelings locked deep inside. Lack of communication and negativity almost caused me to lose something that is very ear to me and I will not make that same mistake again. Before I can expect others to change, I have to portray the change myself.
It is always so much easier to look at the faults of other while ignoring our own that are blatantly staring us in the face. It was helpful to actually step back to see what what is important and what I really need to work on to resolve everything that I have been going through.
As part of this, I am going to make an effort to articulate my thoughts more in an effort to not pent things up so much until they explode. I think that it what the true origin of the problem was in the first place. And while others may be at fault, in the end, they are beyond my control so I might as well work on something that will improve me regardless of the outcome.
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