As the mist clears, I am left to see things for how they are. There are things that I can change and there are things that I must simply accept or reject. In this case, I have taken the path of rejection, choosing to cut out the negative influence like a cancerous lump and move on despite the pain and attachment. Even as someone that is often ruled by passion and emotion, I cannot evade glaringly obvious logic when it is staring me in the face. The fact that I was able to ignore it to this point is still something that amazes me.
The last few weeks have been turbulent and despite the outward antagonist, the real enemy was in my mind. I always have been prone to over-thinking and settling for less than I deserve from people, but that time of my life has slowly been fading away and thank god for that. I am finally feeling a calm descend on me and although I do wish that things were different, I am willing to accept the reality of the situation and move on with my life.
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