In some ways, things were a lot easier when I wasn't active in pursuing my dreams. I would think only in what entertainment the week would hold and the next party to head to.
Now, that I can see the aftermath of this kind of thinking, it has forced me into reconsidering things. This road is a little harder and the results are not instantaneous but I know that in many ways I will be far more satisfied. The things I am after now actually can last, much unlike the embrace of easy love, or the warmth at the end of a bottle. Those paths lead to head aches and empty pockets.
Instead, seeking the means to be able to create photography, to travel, to make a name for myself, these things will satisfy me like the other things never could, but I will have to be patient. This will not happen over night. I have to trust and wait. Thankfully, I have the example of my best friend that made the same choice to guide me and show that things will work out for us in the end.
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